Limited Sanity

Limited Sanity

Because life is fucked & crazy can sometimes be funny.

  • A little peek behind the curtain… and past ramblings
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  • The Girl Behind the Keyboard
  • The hits just keep on coming from the ex, but the only difference this time is I can really say I don’t give a fuck. He’s dug his grave, now we wait until he lays in it and buries himself because it’s coming. Here are some things I’ve learned about myself through the mouths of…

    samuraisamiam

    August 24, 2022
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  • Jeanette McCurdy stole my book idea. Not really. But kind of. I’m excited to buy her new book called “I’m Glad My Mom Died” because I have a sneaking suspicion that, although I’m not a childhood tv star, we’ll have things in common. It appears my mom was able to overcome COVID, even after the…

    samuraisamiam

    August 21, 2022
    abuse, caregiver, COVID-19, death, depression, Exes, Family Dysfunction, hospice, My Shit Show Life
  • Selective Understanding

    Today was my mom’s final antibody treatment since catching COVID and I’m hoping and praying that it helps and she’s able to overcome it because if this is the thing that kills her, my brother will just use it as an excuse to blame me for one more thing contributing to her death. I mean,…

    samuraisamiam

    August 12, 2022
    anxiety, caregiver, COVID-19, Exes, Family Dysfunction, Guilt Trips, Online Dating
  • Time to Cut the Umbilical Cord

    Wow. I’ve been out of the Broadway house for a month plus some – where did the time go? We’re also almost a full 3 weeks without any contact, which has been a mixed bag of emotions between loneliness, anger, relief, and hope. If anyone thought I was a rollercoaster before… 🙄 It’s getting easier…

    samuraisamiam

    August 10, 2022
    abuse, covert narcissism, COVID-19, depression, Family Dysfunction, mental health, Narcissism, Narcissistic Abuse, narcissists, podcast, Relationships, Therapy, Trauma
    Abuse Survivor, codependency, codependent, emotional abuse, enmeshment, enmeshment trauma, mental abuse, Narcissistic Abuse, Psychological Abuse, Trauma
  • Narcissistic Abuse Receipts for Days

    I’ve debated on whether or not I wanted to share some of the recorded audio from arguments with my ex. Originally I started recording things back in November 2021 when things started to not add up or stories not make sense. I have decided to share some snippets highlighting his gas lighting, grandiosity, word-scramble, and…

    samuraisamiam

    July 27, 2022
    abuse, anxiety, covert narcissism, mental health, Narcissism, Narcissistic Abuse, narcissists, Providing Receipts, Trauma, Trauma-Bonding
    Abuse Survivor, covert narcissism, Covert Narcissist, emotional abuse, narcissist, Narcissistic Abuse, Psychological Abuse, Verbal Abuse
  • How do you know…

    When you’re ready to jump back into the potential dating scene? Not like “Let’s go get married” expectations, but someone to enjoy their company, have a plus one to events, and maybe even get naked on occasion? Is that a thing? No, I’m not talking a fuck-boy, I mean a grown-ass man who has his…

    samuraisamiam

    July 21, 2022
    covert narcissism, depression, Exes, Family Dysfunction, mental health, My Shit Show Life, Narcissism, narcissists, podcast, Self Help, Therapy, Trauma, Trauma-Bonding
    dysfunctionalfamily, escaping a narcissist, living with a narcissist, mental health, mental health awareness, Narcissism, Self Help, surviving narcissists, Therapy, Trauma
  • Sunny Side Up

    I am officially all moved into my mom’s place, with the exception of a few items we’ve yet to exchange or are still finding, but that’s going to happen on MY time. Everything important to me is already moved. The cats are freaked, as to be naturally expected. My male cat, Eddie, poofs, hisses, and…

    samuraisamiam

    July 18, 2022
    covert narcissism, Exes, My Shit Show Life, Relationships
    covert narcissism, Narcissism, Self Help, self-help
  • BYE FELICIA

    It’s been a week since I’ve written about “feeling normal” and holy shit has that been a rollercoaster of emotions. Last weekend, I spent majority of it in my old home while he and kiddo were gone. I wanted time with my cats, who are still there, and wanted to pack things my way, on…

    samuraisamiam

    July 14, 2022
    anxiety, baby mama drama, caregiver, covert narcissism, death, depression, dying, Exes, Family Dysfunction, mental health, My Shit Show Life, Narcissism, narcissists, Self Help, self love, Therapy
    anxiety, covert narcissism, depression, emotional abuse, emotional abuse survivor, mental abuse, mental abuse survivor, Narcissism, narcissists, Therapy
  • The End is really the Beginning

    We’re finally into the second half of the year, something I’ve been looking forward to since before the start of 2022 because all signs are pointing to it’ll be amazing and make up for the last few years of crap. I’m waiting for that “amazing” part to kick in because on Saturday July 2nd, my…

    samuraisamiam

    July 11, 2022
    anxiety, depression, Exes, Family Dysfunction, Guilt Trips, mental health, My Shit Show Life, Narcissism, Relationships, Self Help, self love
    breakup, covert narcissism, emotional abuse, mental abuse, moving on, narcissist, separation
  • Truth = Freedom?

    Hardly. I’ve been trying to live as my true, unabashed, unfiltered self for some time now and for the most part is has absolutely served me well. I’ve been able to set boundaries in my unhealthy relationship with my mother, I’ve cut out certain toxic people, and have been focusing on MY future more, versus…

    samuraisamiam

    June 15, 2022
    caregiver, death, depression, dying, Family Dysfunction, My Shit Show Life, Rant
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