Category: Relationships
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Time to Cut the Umbilical Cord
Wow. I’ve been out of the Broadway house for a month plus some – where did the time go? We’re also almost a full 3 weeks without any contact, which has been a mixed bag of emotions between loneliness, anger, relief, and hope. If anyone thought I was a rollercoaster before… 🙄 It’s getting easier…
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Sunny Side Up
I am officially all moved into my mom’s place, with the exception of a few items we’ve yet to exchange or are still finding, but that’s going to happen on MY time. Everything important to me is already moved. The cats are freaked, as to be naturally expected. My male cat, Eddie, poofs, hisses, and…
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The End is really the Beginning
We’re finally into the second half of the year, something I’ve been looking forward to since before the start of 2022 because all signs are pointing to it’ll be amazing and make up for the last few years of crap. I’m waiting for that “amazing” part to kick in because on Saturday July 2nd, my…
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Therapy > Drugs
Happy Mental Health Awareness Month! In all actuality, I just realized the theme of the month yesterday.. the day before maybe? But in all reality it’s perfect timing as I just had my first super successful therapy session yesterday afternoon where I left with an actual, genuine smile on my face and feeling on top…
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Here’s Your Slice of Humble Pie
Dread. Trepidation. Nervousness. Unease. Apprehension. All words acceptable to describe my internal struggles as I drove home yesterday afternoon. I knew we’d have to deal with the elephant in the room, as well as the ex-girlfriend issue that hasn’t even come up yet. Time to put the big girl pants on and get our shit…
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THOTS and Prayers
It’s the day after Valentine’s and what a wonderful weekend with D and kiddo it was! Until this morning. When I snooped and shouldn’t have because you ALWAYS find something you won’t like. Why can’t I just be happy and not try to ruin a good fucking thing? Because I’m an idiot. Straight up. A…
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Relationships & Diabetes Can Suck My Dick.
I feel like I’m hungover today. Emotionally and mentally drained after yesterday and last night. Dinner with his folks was okay, but kiddo’s blood sugar numbers were through the roof all night long so we were up every hour or so to check on her. Her Dexcom wasn’t reading correctly – apparently the “200+” reading…
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Organized Chaos is Cute, Right?
Today has been a fucked sort of day. Didn’t necessarily start off that way, but 6+ inches of snow and one very exhausted D later? Yeah… sure was fun. *insert eye roll here* Apparently we’re fighting over dishes. And the fact that I worked from home today. While he was out slaving away with the…
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You Jump, I Jump.
Can two broken individuals come together and have a healthy relationship? Had you asked me almost 7 years ago, I would immediately say yes. Ask me today and I’ll tell you it’s a bit more complicated than that. As we get into serious relationships, things change. It’s inevitable. I’d like to think for the most…
Limited Sanity 