Tag: confessions
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Stuck in the Matrix
I finally spoke my truth. My mother has this innate ability to get under my skin without even saying as much as a word, but I genuinely intended our interaction yesterday to be pleasant. And it was. Until she decided to comment about her having a panic attack due to having to ask me to…
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It’s the end of the world as we know it and I feel fine.
It’s Thursday, December 30th. Two days left in this shit-show year. All signs point to 2020 and 2021 being the ramp up or trial run for whatever is coming in 2022, but I’m choosing to just try and focus on the here and now. Easier said than done, amiright? It doesn’t help that two separate…
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Mummy Dearest
Raise your hand if… your mother ever took anyone home that you were flirting with at the bar your mother ever awkwardly hit on your friend in the backseat of the car while giving him a ride home your mother ever complained about you “taking her friends” away your mother ever raced to your bedroom…
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WTF Life?
Does life ever slow down? Asking for a friend… Nearly 20 days after my last post, we have some updates. We drove nearly 30 hours back to Iowa so we could be closer to friends and family My mother is currently living with my brother, his girlfriend, and her 3 kids My brother still hasn’t…
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We put the FUN in DysFUNctional!
Have you ever felt guilty about not feeling guilty? It’s a strange concept, I know, but one I feel often, especially when it comes to my family and more so… my mother. What is it about blood relation that makes us feel absolutely tied to that person or those people for life? Why the sense…
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(E)x marks the spot.
Dear Shady Bitch, I thought I would finally take the time to introduce myself. I’m the one currently dating your ex-boyfriend, D. You know, the one you still occasionally send inappropriate, half naked photos and suggestive text messages to. I wanted to let you know that I see everything you send him. And I mean…
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Synonymously Somber
Today has been a rough day. Understatement of the year right there. Today has been hell, wrapped up in barbed wire, and trash compacted. In all honesty, nothing is as bad as we ever make it, but when you’re deep in a pit of self misery, it’s hard to imagine the light at the…
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Effectively Ineffective
As trendy as it is nowadays for someone to have “anxiety” or “panic attacks” in the face of never ending Starbucks lines, a wrong food order, or even missing out on the latest batch of Kylie Jenner lip kits, I’ve been battling both issues for quite sometime. Perhaps even a dash of depression, but I…