Tag: selfhelp
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It’s the end of the world as we know it and I feel fine.
It’s Thursday, December 30th. Two days left in this shit-show year. All signs point to 2020 and 2021 being the ramp up or trial run for whatever is coming in 2022, but I’m choosing to just try and focus on the here and now. Easier said than done, amiright? It doesn’t help that two separate…
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Dependent on Codependency
The terrible, awful, no good very bad daughter strikes again. Yesterday afternoon I was asked if Mom and her dog could stay with us for a day so they could “bomb” their apartment for fleas – fleas that apparently they’ve had for quite some time. I stupidly agreed, without even consulting D, and text him…
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Mummy Dearest
Raise your hand if… your mother ever took anyone home that you were flirting with at the bar your mother ever awkwardly hit on your friend in the backseat of the car while giving him a ride home your mother ever complained about you “taking her friends” away your mother ever raced to your bedroom…
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Bipolar says what?
Happy Mid-September! Nothing like some nice cool fall weather during a mental breakdown, am I right? Adjusting to home-life again has been anything but easy. Last weekend was the first weekend since being “home” that I actually spent at home, which was much needed after my slight psychotic break a few days prior. Not really…
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Abundance, Love, Miracles
As much as anyone would like to think they’ve got this crazy thing called “Life” all figured out, can anyone really say that with 100% confidence? I think I’m starting to get there or at least find a light at the end of the tunnel. Since my last entry back in March, I’ve made some…
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Fast in Slow Motion
Normally I reserve using the “fast in slow motion” terminology for when I’m describing the current activity I’m doing while stoned out of my gourd (watching Netflix fast in slow motion, taking a cruise fast in slow motion, etc), but alas it perfectly describes the last 5 months of my life. It would be an…
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Honey, I’ve been shrinked.
Yesterday was a bit of a milestone day; we’ve officially owned our home for 2 years and I finally sucked it up and went to therapy for the first time. The past 5 months have just been a shit show. I’ve been miserable and making those around me miserable as well. I can’t always explain…
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Three Down, Forever to Go
The past week has been enlightening. After a ridiculous argument with D, I was heartbroken, miserable, and ready to make changes. I’ve been down this road a few times before, but something was different this time around. I spent the day researching local therapists and social workers to try and find someone that would want…
Limited Sanity 